Quinquinevere

Do you love strawberries? I do. Have you seen how strawberries grow? I did. I love strawberries :)

It is difficult to come upon a guy who actually loves strawberries. But i have found my 'StRaWberRy gUy'. We were driving to McDonald one fine day last year and he ask me to help him order strawberry milkshake. Surprise! Maybe not to any of you but to me. Cos guys would normally option for either vanilla or chocolate. Soon, i realize that he is fond of strawberries too...just like me..heheheh ;p I am totally in love with this guy *muakz*


Strawberry ice-cream
Strawberry yoghurt drink
Strawberry milk
Strawberry pokky pokky stick
Strawberry sweetheart cake (breaktalk)
Strawberry crepe with chocolate and ice-cream topping *delicious =p
Strawberry sex *oopss....excuse me

Ok...below is a definition of character for people who loves strawberries :-

"You are polite yet have a temper. You are very popular because of your warm, gregarious nature. Your zest for life ensures you enjoy everything you do"

So...anyone of you a strawberry lover?

I need time alone. Hmmm....imagine your boyfriend tells you that? What does that mean? What would you think? Whimper and assume all sorts of possibilities which he may be thinking of? Or F*** it....go ahead and act like a girl. Pathetic! Angry? Should i be? Ever have a guy who is the petty sort of type? Sigh...What more can i say? Review and reflect our relationship? I am feeling disarray and perturb. Emotionally disorientated. I need a break.


Ignore my insanity.

Okay! Suppose to be in dreamland by now....But somehow...i am still wide awake and guess where am i now?? In the office. Yes. In the office with a friend of mine. It was this dear friend of mine who suggested we go shopping at Wisma Atria after work cos there is this great sale going on from 9pm-1am. If it wasn't because of my pMs...Ya...Blame it on my PmS...i wouldn't have been crazy enough to tag along. I was feeling sleepy but somehow excited cos it has been a long long time since i ever went out with a girlfriend on a shopping spree or more like window shopping. Arrived at 10.40pm and gleefully entered every shop. We were actually just glimpsing through checking out the price. 20% off every item and the price is still sky high. Eventually, we slowed down after realizing that we are going to take a night rider home anyway which was her idea. Finally, each of us bought a top and after much satisfaction both of us head to the bus stop. She convince both of us that there will definitely be a night rider so we waited. The schedule indicates that the bus will arrive every 20 minutes. One hour later which was 1am, my friend suggested to check the bus schedule again. Heck! So...there wasn't any night rider at all during weekdays. Hmm...to take a cab back would cost us more than 10 bucks. Not worth it! So my friend suggested us to go back to the office since i have the keys and stay overnight till tomorrow morning and take the public transport back home. So here i am. Could barely open my eyes. I so badly want to snuggle up in my bed under my comforter right now.

10minutes later.

Phew! At last, someone is sending us back home :)
A good samaritan who offered to pick us up and drive us back safely.
Guess who? Nevermind, i don't know him either.....ciaoz

I am feeling disconcerted at this very moment. Sad, distraught, fucking pissed for no ultimate reason (or maybe there is...hehehe), insecure, pessimistic, neglected, jealous, hatred...arrghh...God help me!!! So...how the hell am i suppose to regain my composure in a state like this?? I can't WOW in wonderment nor giggle over silly matters. Instead i will grumble over minor things and get rather flustered and heated at whoever gets in my way and are oblivious to my sudden change of mood. At times like this, i just feel totally discombobulated and the only way to make me feel better is to be affirmed over and over again but who in the world is patient enough to go through this with me? Right now, i just need someone who is understanding, caring and patient enough to endure all my annoyance and provocation just for one week. Yup!...Just one week!!..Why?? Don't you understand??...It's the time of the month again...yEs...PmS....what else!! Gotta be PmS...It's what every girl have to go through, and damn whoever it is who don't understand us GuRLs during this crucial moment of painstaking emotional occurrence.

Guys, realize that the girl holding onto you.. is PERFECT in her own special way.
The way she laughs...the way she sleeps..the way she loves you.
The way she tries to please you...always remember that.

She can always walk away and up, getting someone else who can love her more. For all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for you.
There might also be someone out there...who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now, fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you. Understand that. Girls have a huge guilty conscience. ...imagine this, guys. When you are holding her today...and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal. and then you run back to her... and u do the same.

But you see love in her eyes...

What do you think?

Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel guilty?

She loves you not because you are good looking, have money, buy her things, make her parents happy, or that you have a car or bike. It's because.. she loves you...and FOR YOU.
She loves the way you laugh, the way you sleep, the way you hug and hold her, make every little bad thing go away. That's why she loves you. Always remember that. There might be another guy... who wants to have what you have. So don't let relationships run wrong. You might never have another chance with that girl. Dun regret when you lost a gem..