Quinquinevere

Will be leaving Singapore for Brisbane at 9.20pm flight.
Still at work.
Leaving work at around 6.45pm.
Won't be around for 8days.
Yay :) ....At last...my holiday...
But gona have alot of responsiblities and things to worry about
at work after i am back :(
But i am gona leave all that behind me from the moment i step out of the office
Lolz...lalalalalala...
Hapie hapie......

Bye bye Everyone.....~muakz~

You are the 2nd person who ask me that question.
The 1st person was my bestfriend.
That was when i was forced to break up with my ex.
I wasn't myself.
Was harsh & full of hatred.
Repulsive and defendant.
That was 5 years ago.

Now.
I am stil me.
I have always been around.
If you are referring to my attitude towards you
The way i talk to you, my sudden mood change,
This is cos you have crossed my path of friendship
What i want is not what you want and vice versa
Try to be in my shoes and you will understand what i mean
And how i feel
But i doubt you will

It is not hard to love someone sincerely
It is not hard to find love in your life
It is not hard to find someone who really loves you
It is hard for people to accept the truth because it's a fact
It is not because love is simply unreachable for you

Since you mentioned in your scenario regarding me as your friend, then it is obvious that i need not comply to your wishes. So much so about phone calls. Don't forget that i am working. And after working hours, i need time to myself. Your exam is just around the corner. You should spend more time studying rather then on the phone. If you want to compare about the dramatic changes, i guess you very well know the reason why the sudden change.

First and foremost, i am not your girlfriend. Plus, i am attached. No doubt that we use to talk frequently over the phone . The reason being is that both of us had problems and we were there to talk each other out. And what are friends for? Be there for each other right? I used to believe that platonic relationship do exist. But now i don't. There may be but hardly. One of my friend commented that it is impossible for a guy and a girl to be so close together yet remain friends.

If you can say that it is not easy for a person to give up something he/she loves so easily, then what makes you think that i can give up on my relationship? I will tell you this. It is not easy for me to love a person. Loving my boyfriend wasn't easy. Nothing comes easy. How then would you treasure someone or something which you can easily gain? No doubt that there may be tension in my relationship at times, but that's just that. If you really know what love is and what it is like to be in love, you will understand all of us who are in a relationship. Not just me. But all those around you. It may be difficult for me to love a person easily, but once i fall in love, i hit hard. So how then can you ask me to fall out of love on someone whom i still love?

Tolerance? You knew it in the very beginning that i am in a relationship.

Of course it is impossible to get the best of 2 world.
Impossible to love 2 person at one time.
Impossible to share something/someone you like with someone.
And it is impossible for me to give up too!!!
It is not because i don't want to...there is absolutely no reason for me to give up.
No matter how harsh things may seem to be at times in my relationship, i can't deny that i love him.

I am sorry if you think that i am avoiding you. I need space. I don't want to come back after work everyday and get stress about relationship. As if i have not enough stress from work, i really don't need anymore extras after work. Please respect my space, time and need to be alone. If my explanation is not detailed enough for your understanding, i am very much speechless.

I missed my 11.30am appointment today for eye-brow threading at Selegie Rd.
Missed it on purpose cos i don't know where Selegie Rd is. It's near Little India mrt but it was such a hassle to find the shop and the weather was very very humid.
So after dropping by Sim Lim Square to get DVD-R x 8 for Celby, i decided to drop by Tekka Mall in search for a beauty salon. Most of the shops were either closed or vacant. Floors after floors i searched. Was about to give up on the 4th floor when i spotted a beauty saloon on the 6th floor. Walked in and enquire for eye-brow threading service which they charge for $6. Reasonable price. I was then ushured into a room where a lady was waiting with a thread in her mouth and both hands.

Threading is a unique method of eye brow shaping. It is a thread twisted in between two hands with the one end in the mouth. An action that collects the thread and wounds around the thread and the hair is removed with this action. You can remove one hair at a time and you can remove several hairs at a time. Since it gives liberty to remove only that hair which you want it gives advantage over waxing where you have got very little control.

Back to where i was, today was my first time experiencing eye brow threading. I have been wanting to have my eye brow threaded when i was studying in KL but never did cos i got feedback from friends that it hurts and the service was only so-so. But well, i haven't been shaping my eye brow for the past 1 or 2 months and i guess i have been too lazy to bother. And i wan't to re-shape my eye brow again and want to give threading a try. It hurts. Yes. It's the same pain as you get with Hot Wax but the result is perfect. The service was great. And needless to say, i am very satisfied and happy cos i got the shape i have always wanted which other salon can't provide nor meet my requirement. The bonus of eye brow threading is the effect which normally last for 21 days to a month which normal eye brow shaping through plucking won't normally last for that long. I will definitely go back for it :)

Owh....as i step out of the salon, i experienced dee-ja-vu...it was freaky! It always happen to me. I remembered i dreamt of the part the moment i stepped out of the salon as i was facing the escalator. I have the tendency of experiencing the same thing as i dream of. It's like....a dream come true......

Left my house at 11.45am this morn to get some things done before heading for work.
Was walking pass by a few shops after buying a set of screwdrivers when my eye caught a small extended manicure/pedicure shop. Remembering that i have an appointment with Voxy Nail at Bugis and Good Earth Nail Spa at Plaza Singapura tomorrow and sat, i didn't bother to walk-in to enquire. But the prices caught my eye and i was considering of having my acrylic toe nails done there and then since i have ample time instead of waiting till tomorrow night during my dinner break. Halfway through fixing my acrylic nails, there was this little girl around 6-7 years of age who kept on peeping through the curtain and stare at me. She kept on staring at my face. She would run off and come back again staring blankly at me. The 4th time, i heard her whisper to a lady outside the shop, "Mummy mummy, that xiao mei mei can do her toe nails, i also want to do."

Obviously, she was pestering her mummy to let her have her nails done and have pretty pretty nail art on her little fingers. Then she drag her mummy into the shop and her mummy peep at me and i look up. Mummy then told her little girl, "She is not xiao mei mei, she is jie jie la." After they left, the lady doing my acrylic nails asked, "How old are you? You look so young?" I told her i am coming to 22. And she commented, "If it's not because of your height, i would have thought you are only 12, you really look like a xiao mei mei. Even that xiao mei mei just now mistook you as xiao mei mei." I just smiled.

Do i look that young? 12? Should i take it as a compliment or an insult?!

Today is monday. Just like any other normal mondays.
I am suppose to knock off work at 7pm today.
But it's already 9.31pm.
Just had my dinner with my lady boss.
I reached office at 11am this morning when i am suppose to start work at 1pm.
And i plan to stay back till 11pm or a lil later.
Yeaps!!....Over time....12 hours work today.
Wondering why?
Easy...just wanna get over with my work load before leaving for Brisbane next Tuesday :)
It's difficult to work for 2 bosses and 2 different company at the same time under the same roof.
But this is my working life....FUN? Sure it is.....:) Not the work load but the extra attention i get from both bosses who dote on me.....lolz
Today is monday.
It's not monday BLUE....coz i love today's monday....:)
I color it PINK.....~sMiLe~

NO! I don't like the way things are. Like this or like that.
This way or that. Owh! Shit head. Doo doo doo doo doo...
All this bullocks is driving me cuckoo.....
Lalalalala....i don't want to be in any part of it....
Da di da di da di da...
Why oh why....
Hahahahaa......ooopppsss...
Oh no no no.....
Aha...yes yes yes
Silly fool!!
Gotta get outta here
Adios......:P

Tada....A new colleague after being the only employee for the past 6mths :) Been working together for 2 weeks and to have a companion to talk, laugh, bitch, giggle is definitely much easier to get through the long working hours. But all this is only temporarily cos we are being employed under different company :( Once D&L renovation is done, which is end of October she will be moving next door and i will be all alone again. Thank goodness that we are not going to be far from each other...just next door...hehehe.....We are going to miss each other.....lolz...sound inseparable?!.....We are.... :P

To love or not to love?
Unfortunate are those who have never been in love
Or who have never been loved by whom they love
But do anyone considered being love by two is a glorious experience
or unfortunate to be torn between two?
Can a person love two parties at the same time?
I do not know. Do you?
What's your answer?
I am still searching for mine.
But love is a choice.
Or is it not?
Do you create your choice or do the other party give you a choice?
Some say love is blind.
But to those who have been truly in love,
Love is an eye-opener.
Do you have the quality to love a person?
The time to maintain what you have build?
Caring and sharing to ensure the bond
Choice no longer exist when responsiblity is involve
To love or not to love?