Quinquinevere

It is not hard to love someone sincerely
It is not hard to find love in your life
It is not hard to find someone who really loves you
It is hard for people to accept the truth because it's a fact
It is not because love is simply unreachable for you

Since you mentioned in your scenario regarding me as your friend, then it is obvious that i need not comply to your wishes. So much so about phone calls. Don't forget that i am working. And after working hours, i need time to myself. Your exam is just around the corner. You should spend more time studying rather then on the phone. If you want to compare about the dramatic changes, i guess you very well know the reason why the sudden change.

First and foremost, i am not your girlfriend. Plus, i am attached. No doubt that we use to talk frequently over the phone . The reason being is that both of us had problems and we were there to talk each other out. And what are friends for? Be there for each other right? I used to believe that platonic relationship do exist. But now i don't. There may be but hardly. One of my friend commented that it is impossible for a guy and a girl to be so close together yet remain friends.

If you can say that it is not easy for a person to give up something he/she loves so easily, then what makes you think that i can give up on my relationship? I will tell you this. It is not easy for me to love a person. Loving my boyfriend wasn't easy. Nothing comes easy. How then would you treasure someone or something which you can easily gain? No doubt that there may be tension in my relationship at times, but that's just that. If you really know what love is and what it is like to be in love, you will understand all of us who are in a relationship. Not just me. But all those around you. It may be difficult for me to love a person easily, but once i fall in love, i hit hard. So how then can you ask me to fall out of love on someone whom i still love?

Tolerance? You knew it in the very beginning that i am in a relationship.

Of course it is impossible to get the best of 2 world.
Impossible to love 2 person at one time.
Impossible to share something/someone you like with someone.
And it is impossible for me to give up too!!!
It is not because i don't want to...there is absolutely no reason for me to give up.
No matter how harsh things may seem to be at times in my relationship, i can't deny that i love him.

I am sorry if you think that i am avoiding you. I need space. I don't want to come back after work everyday and get stress about relationship. As if i have not enough stress from work, i really don't need anymore extras after work. Please respect my space, time and need to be alone. If my explanation is not detailed enough for your understanding, i am very much speechless.

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