Quinquinevere

Friday, June 10, 2005

A letter from me to you

Yah! I am sensitive. I admit it. I am over-sensitive at times. But which gurl ain't sensitive when it comes to relationship? So if i have to tolerate your insecurities, then it's fair for you to tolerate my sensitivity. I have done nothing to you for you to entitle your insecurities. But you have done everything to me for me to feel the way i feel. You quetch that i should keep you informed about everything, should i not, the blame is on me that i increase your insecurity and suspicion and the more reason you should let us go.

But think about it a second! I should be the victim instead of you. My heart is as fragile as glass. I have never hurt you before. Have i? Though it was all but the past, remember that the hurt will always remain in me even after long i have forgiven you.

Insecurity is a vulnerable feeling which is developed through one's mind. This is my concept of insecurity. I can't help you. No one else can. Besides love, trust and respect is of utmost importance in a relationship.

Do you think i don't feel the same way as you do? I do not trust you as before but yet i tell myself i have to learn and build my trust in you day by day for us. Do you think i fear not about your repetition? Oh yes! I very well do...all the time. But since we have made up our mind, why then should we let any hindrance tear us apart? Is it worth to yield to temptations and ruin all that we have build?

My little hammer...I love you

Posted by Dluv at 7:57 PM